Happy Sunday, Y'all. It finally feels a bit like Fall outside. I legit got my first hot coffees of the season instead of my die hard summer order of an iced coffee at Starbucks the last two days. I got to wear my arm warmers for my first four miles {12 total} of running today. I am starting to need long sleeves to walk the dog. The Dawgs lost to the Gamecocks in a game so terrible that I couldn't bear to finish watching. The windows are open. So yes, it's kind of official. It's October.
It has been a week! I took a minute to look at my calendar for this month and I am already booked solid. Between #1's Birthday Bash at The Housewife's, brunches, training for half-marathons, actually racing the half-marathon, "getting back out there", dinner with the girls, and a trip Jacksonville for the GA/FL game I am seriously, seriously busy. {And already planning for November stuff!}
I bring this up because I have been feeling a bit overwhelmed. And, the week before Em and I went to dinner in Roswell on Friday night which turned into an all night affair. Short story -- I met a nice dude. Who is super tall {this never happens to me}. Anywho -- I did it. I bit the bullet and had an actual Post-3-Putt-First-Date. We met up and had a really nice dinner at Salt in Roswell. He asked me how Hogan was doing {brownie points} after his test results that I was awaiting. He was a total gentleman. He's employed. I felt short standing next to him {unreal}.
I cried all the way home.
I wish I could tell you what the hell is wrong with me. Or I wish someone would tell me that this is normal so I don't feel so badly about it. I mean, I'm sure those 3 giant glasses of wine helped but sheesh. Dude didn't even do anything wrong.
So the thought of the week/month/year is: "Am I there yet?" I worry this is a sign that maybe I am not ready to be "out there" {read: super scary awkward dating world} yet. I've got a lot of other stuff going on and I just don't know if I can deal.
Love you. Mean it.
~the single gal~
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